Reality and Mortality

Reality and Mortality
Transmigration

Friday, July 27, 2012

Don't let them go...



You will forget some people who were always with you when you get together in many places. Have your ever felt that they are expecting your association in many places in many moments. If you have ever betrayed your friends in anyway what might occur...

You can make mistakes. But everlasting mistakes can you make????
When your friends share each breath you make when you are with them, why can't you do it once. If you are a true friend, can't you do that.

Friendship is something deep than love. Love is the prior feeling to sex. Sex is what you want and what you ask for is "I want your love...I love you...will you marry me" , instead of saying I wanna have sex with you someone would say I love you. Love is a feeling for sex. Have you ever felt love for a physically or mentally handicapped one? I guess the answer may be no from  most of the people who read this. So finally we can conclude that love is something occur because of attraction for sex.

I was telling you not about love but about friendship. Think how many hours do you spend with your parents, how many with your life-companion, how many with your children, how many hours with work and how many hours with friends.

I guess you may get a higher value for the time you spend with work and friends. But from those two what is the thing you would like most, it is the time you spend with your friends. When a problem occurs in family you go to your friends. When your wife cannot involve in the problems you go to your intimates.
What would happen if you betray one of your intimates. You will have a lot of problems and it would create an excess pressure on brain. It can be a simple little thing which can be negligible, but you must think carefully and make decisions very carefully. If not you are hurting our friends . If you dump one friend, one true friend for some ugly reason and if you think that I have many others to share things, you are wrong. Because one day you would be a victim of some other friend who does the same. Everyone we meet in our life is important to us in any moment. I would not say get along with everyone, but people who can be readable and executable. That is the main cause of our life keep relationships and improve them. That is what nature expect from us.

I am repeating this thing again the most joyful time you spend is the time you spend with your friends.
Think if you betrayed one of your friend, you would lose the best time of your life. 

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Gotta catch music again...

I couldn't blog for a little while...I was away from the internet because I happened to catch works when I was busy with the end semester exam. Anyway I had a great vacation at home and spent time with some friends. It was really cool and finally again ended up at faculty for the 2nd semester. Oh! dear lord again studies...Still catching up some time with friends cuz schedules are not so busy right now!.

Now we are working on some music program in the faculty. This is my second music involvement in the faculty and 3rd involvement all time. I am still learning a lot of things. This is really great when we start to work together and gather ideas from most of the music specialists. I am really learning things. Beside studies I think someone should do these things to get themselves happy and obtaining a chance to move with people and gather information.

We have a lot of things to be done. That I am doing right now!. I gotta write a drama script tonight itself!. That gonna be my 2nd official script. One already worked out and it came out as "Sayana Bandana", short movie produced by Miuru Rupasinghe and on camera Thejan Niroshan Ariyarathna. Second big thing is coming. I am working on it. .... I gotta go for the short film festival...Catch this later....

Saturday, May 19, 2012

I am trying to be myself...

I was scared of being someone else, but I happened to. But I want to be me again. I don't want to be someone who always be a freak. I want to be cool and calm. And I love to be alone. I want it so hard, because the time has come for me to choose the life I ever wanted. And I am one step away from it. I love if I could be alone. That doesn't mean that 100% free from human. I need friends and association very badly. So I must decide whether run away or stay as I am. I happened to be someone else but I want to be me again. I think the loneliness would give me what I want.I want some time to solve these problems and face my life again as I was. I will blog whenever I come up with a new idea. And I expect to invent things...That is what I want to be. And for that I want some time. I will be me... Last few months was very boring because I happened to study what U I never wanted to study. I think from now on I can be myself....

Friday, March 9, 2012

I am at home...

On ma bed I am dreaming....
I feel an odd feeling....
I feel like I came to heaven...
even though there is joy...away from home...
there is something that I would always miss...
it is something in a home,,,
but yet I don't know what it is...
I think...I reached to ma serenity,,,
I am glad that I still survive,,,
what would you do to make your home...
the place where you ...
gave away the last breath....

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Poetry

unplugged my heart
it was so close to melt
i gathered all memories
besides the pain i got

for the bleeding heart i seek a pain killer
in my old stuff i find
torn paper of  romance
carried me to the memories
a few miles back
drowned in pain again and i tried walk away...
 drowned in the pain again i tried to walk away...

i gathered my memories besides
the pain!!!!!!
memories.... pain!!!!
walk away.... (just walk away)
sleeping under six foot insane!!!

Exam postponed....

The mid-semester exam was the first exam that I faced in the university which is relevant to engineering. But after facing two subjects....Suddenly a strike of the non-academic staff came into action. So we happened to come home leaving the university.... WE are still in front of two more exams...on mechanical and civil engineering.... I hope I can be re-united with ma friends quickly in the university....