Reality and Mortality

Reality and Mortality
Transmigration

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Vbabeyz: My Comments

Vbabey: My Comments:

I am thinking about the life I am living. Sometimes I feel it is great. But mostly I feel that this has no meaning. Why are we living??? It is because we were born for some reason. Really we need to find the meaning of ourselves. Otherwise there is no meaning in our life. What I feel that I want to be free, the way I am still living is not free. I want my freedom. I want to walk whenever I need it. I want to cry whenever I need. And I want to live freely. I want to feel the cold breeze and the warmth of the sun. I want to breathe. But someone has put us in a prison, so that we got to do what the authority says us. This is really embarrassing. I am waiting the day. When I can walk and breath freely. That is why I am surviving to live a single moment....

Lost...

Someone created us,we were meant to live.
But what has happened,we are not living we are only surviving,
 we don't share our breath with others anymore,we work for ourselves,
but who gives a fuck? No one...We are meant to fight each other,
but it's clear we fight ourselves, no mater where you are,
what you do, share your breath with the one next to you ,
that really matters, we were meant to be mortal,
not immortal, just live and die, when the right time comes,
I was here with u brothers....anonymous written this
 after the deadly regret caused when I shared ideas with
someone who spoke the truth...I feel that...I am dying with you...

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

University ///////

The life has again started to run after having one year vacation. I am going to run again. My legs are already tired and weak. I will have to bear things and I will have to work hard to get a good job.
That is what we all expect from ourselves. We want to do whatever we want. It is natural. We expect to earn money because it can make us what we really want to be. But really could that happen and can we live happily.
I doubt that....I still don't get what is the role of me. I am born or created for what???

I just born and I need to know why is that??? My religion is Buddhism and I have faith on it. And also I believe science and I believe in Einstein and Sir Arthur C. Clark. I dream things and I feel that everybody is born for something or some reason... I want to find that? Who am I??? I am not simply Vibhatha Lakmal Abeykoon, it is just an identification. I need to know what am I??? What I am capable of??? What is the reason I choose to born in earth,except thousands of planets in the universe which supports the life.

I need to know the answers. I feel that I can play guitar and I can be a programmer. I know the thing is the brain concentrated on finger tips. Beneath them there is always guitar string or keyboard keys. And I need to work for it...And I will be blogging...



Saturday, August 27, 2011

I am in pain...

Life is just like a movie, I think. Because many things happening around seem to be familiar and virtual.
I am spending a very complicated life and I am thinking about a way out....I want to be free. I always imagined and dreamed the beautiful dreamy worlds we find in movies. One special thing is that in those dreamy worlds we never cry and we never die. We live in them forever and I sometimes enjoy the dream life than the real life. In these imaginary worlds we are heroes and we create every scene and everything happens in accordance with our wish. I have created many dream worlds...and I have managed to keep them alive and interesting even though they are aged old ones.

One is the music world and I may be Curt Kobain or Daron Malakiyan in the dreams. I like dreaming and enjoy the time like a real performer and I want to be such an entertainer,and I guess I am really not. But I still live in those dreams for minutes or may be for hours... I really enjoy dreaming....I am blogging in this lonely night...

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Blogging

Guys c'mon lets blog....This is a great aspect on the internet..We can share our own ideas on the internet...on our own site...

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

I found some people

I found some people who are really act like assholes. Yesterday morning I met them. These people belong to a clan, a certain clan created to the benefit of that kind. And I don't think it is the best way of living. I feel that we have a responsibility about every single living thing on this earth. Because we share the same breath and we need each other to survive. But I feel that the earth is going to be destroyed soon. I feel that the earth is also thinking the same that I am thinking. Because the human race has begun to fight each other for their own advantages.

People think that the life is like a joke. Because these people kill anyone for money and for food. I cannot understand why these people doing this. They just think about themselves and they just creates benefit for themselves over thousands of death bodies. And I have felt theses things all the time when I am moving with some people. When we try to create something the masterminds come and just mock us. They think that they can only do things. People think about the things they achieved so proudly. But the same day I met great people who have achieved more than those assholes, I am talking about. I am very glad that some great persons are still alive on this planet and they are my friends. Most of the people praise people only to mock and a few praise from the bottom of the heart. And I am glad that I have seen these kinds in my daily life and it is a great experience that I can shake hand and say hi! to such people.

I always think about what we are. We are capable of creating something and I think I can also create something of my own. And I am trying to create few things in these days and I will blog about them if I succeeded...

Saturday, August 13, 2011

I feel better now

I am feeling great because these days, I am spending my time with people I love. I make new things and I always try to communicate with the friends and share ideas. That is why I created this blog and I post what I feel and what I think I should share with the people.


I like to do more programming than any graphical works. And I am working on the programming stuff these days. I study C language and I try to code the things I mentioned you in my blog. And the spam virus is almost done. One of my programming partners has done it. And he is few steps ahead me. And I am working on it. And I think about java as an amateur programmer. And I am going to study it next week after doing some homework in C. I like to create things and I want to be a good dreamer. I like to write what I feel. That is why, I am blogging. And I don't like to be a man admires himself. And I always want to be a good learner with any stuff  I find in front of me. I will be coding some minor programs today....




Thursday, August 11, 2011

I am nervous

Today I was very nervous and I tried to control my feelings. Finally I was successful. I was dreaming about things which are hard to achieve in present. And it was rather annoying, when I felt that I was acting like a crazy guy.
      I am trying to blog, but my keyboard is not helping me . It has come to its end. I think I must blog another time this is really hard to type with this keyboard....


Saturday, August 6, 2011

The mobile access via a sms

When woke up early in the morning this thing  came into my memory. Think for an instance, if we send a text message to a wrong number by mistake, what would can happen. If it is very personal, that person can use it and  blackmail us. To prevent this I came up with this idea.

We know the receivers number, then we must find the text we sent. Think we have no direct access to that certain text message. What we can do?

If we can create a program to delete texts and send that simple virus to that certain phone number. We can delete his all text messages. It means we are gaining the access to the "delete all messages"  command of that phone. For this purpose you must know suitable coding for the commonly used brands of phones.

And if you know the sending ID of the message (I don't know much about this mechanism) and the receivers  receiver's ID via a hacking process you can delete the certain file. Oh! its complicated...It just came into my mind. And the simplest way is that the time the text is delivered. You can know that very simply. You can use it as a clear and very suitable clue to delete only the certain message.

Then you can send the program you created to that phone number. The receiver will do the rest for us.<br />
This is something which came to my mind...And I am putting it to my coding library...for future coding...Because I am still an amateur programmer...

One more day for the excitement.....



Good Luck brothers and sisters face the exam bravely...all the gods be with you...(ma Sri Lankan buddies who face the Advance Level Examination 2011)

Romance....

Romance is a glance...
the first moment...I saw you...
I was silent but I was excited...
never I was so close and ...
never I was so cool...

when you make the first move...
I made my last move..
It was to grab your heart...
my heart tried to hack your heart...

your firewall blocked me...
and ask me the security code...
do you really love me...
can you love me and make me crazy with your feelings...she said

I am a hacker but I couldn't hack your heart...
I fell into a dark lovely dream...
and I was the darkness...u were the light...
I grabbed the light and became lord of your heart...

You are my life...You are my soul...We are bonded together and this is never gonna crash...

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

I am working on programming

Programming has become a serial killer to me. Because, now I feel that I am going to get addicted to this thing.
I am still an amateur programmer and I am trying to cover the theory parts(basic ones) as quickly as possible.I am working on that. I blogged about a simple idea about a simple virus. And its much more like a spam.
Zaaki read my blog and he had done the coding and he has already created the virus. He has already created its basic thing. I just came up with this idea and I never thought that this will be a great idea that inspires me and few people around me.


I am still studying the function part in C and I am still working hard to catch Zaaki's tail. Zaaki is few chapters ahead me. And I think he is the best partner for the programming purpose and also he is a true humble friend.
I think I must do coding now and simultaneously I will be blogging....

Monday, August 1, 2011

Vbabeyz: Programming

Vbabeyz: Programming: "I am an amateur programmer..I want to know things from you..."


Today I checked the programming stuff on file handling. I realized that when I can open a file using see, in the same way I can open another file containing the same file. It means if I can create a loop for this action, it will work like a spam. If you can open a file with much bigger capacity, when the loop is in action, simultaneously the space in you hard disk will be reduced by and by. I think if I can develop this concept and add more options. It will be a devastating thing. I don't think this is an invention because this is the first think that came into my mind as an amateur programmer. I am still wandering in this programming world. And I think I am learning things quickly.

And I am really happy with the way I am working in the programming field. This is really fun if you can create great things to this world for the benefit of the next generation. And I am still studying the basic concepts of programming.


File Handdling in C

Today I checked the programming stuff on file handling. I realized that when I can open a  file using see, in the same way I can open another file containing the same file. It means if I can create a loop for this action, it will work like a spam. If you can open a file with much bigger capacity, when the loop is in action, simultaneously the space in you hard disk will be reduced by and by. I think if I can develop this concept and add more options. It will be a devastating thing. I don't think this is an invention because this is the first think that came into my mind as an amateur programmer. I am still wandering in this programming world. And I think I am learning things quickly.

And I am really happy with the way I am working in the programming field. This is really fun if you can create great things to this world for the benefit of the next generation. And I am still studying the basic concepts of programming. <p/>
 

Saturday, July 30, 2011

I am in Pain

Today is a fucking day in my life.Because the fucking Advanced Level examination is about to begin. Fuck this exams ruined our life. Damn  fuck this society, and girls don't understand the love..fuck me..damn fuck me. I have to wait 22 more days to see and to hear voice.Fuck me. Fuck the earth,.......<\p>

Friday, July 8, 2011

Vbabeyz: My Comments

I am confused. I still don't know what to do? I can't be a responsible person to anybody. Because I like to live very freely and happily. When there is less responsibilities, it is easy to live happily.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Vbabeyz: My Comments

I don't know....
I always feel fear...
I feel pain...
I feel loneliness...
I feel love....

Then I feel I am gone...
when the smoke into me...
I feel I am floating...
I heart myself...
I really feel I am there...

There,...the pain is gone..
and I am crazy and I can't!!!
stop myself...I keep killing me..
this is not fun...its pain...

crawling drops drills the heart...
a moment away 4m ma funeral...
the dusk I see... darkness cover
body...dead dig ma home...

I am with unknown friends...
But I feel...pain...
there us stand alone...
me today there u r gone... " Unwillingness to bury yourself "...


Saturday, June 11, 2011

 This is about love???????
Animals share it in the same way???
As same as us?????

Vbabeyz: My Comments

Vbabeyz: My Comments: "I designed this page to comment on things that I ever wanted to do. ....vbabeyzic A universal password???????? I imagined about this co..."

I thought about loosing a very close one because of low signal.But I can't blame my web sponsor. It is my destiny. When such things happen I just feel that the god is testing me. And at the same time I feel that there are no gods. If there are gods, they will come and help me to live not to survive.

There is literally difference between living and surviving.
Ironically god is being mocked by me. I know gods have left the earth a long time ago. I guess it is after the scientists started research.

They can create anything and they can destroy anything. But they are weak at some points. They can't control the nature.
But always I hate this system and I can't bear injustice. So I always say "Fuck the System"

Friday, June 10, 2011

Totally Confused

I am the only one for the camp at Boossa, army training camp. I am being cursed by the nature. God always make me alone in the world. But I still don't understand the reason.
I feel guilty. But I don't know the reason why I am feeling like that. Everyone live because they want to enjoy.
I also like enjoying, far beyond enjoying. I like to dream as a free man. And I don't want to be a complicated man. I dreamed to be a physicist but unfortunately, I happened to choose the path, engineering. I don;t like it.
I always wanted to be a man dreaming. I can make imaginary scenes and I can live there for hours. That is one of my hobbies. And I am still thinking what would happen to me in the future.....I still don't know about it.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

A universal password!!!

I imagined about this concept. And I created a thing like this.
A universal password means a password can access your entries to same place in different ways.
I means the password is not the same all the time, it changes randomly. It means there may be a few words you may never forget. For example...Your first girlfriend's name or boyfriend's name. And your phone number or your postal code,etc. Then you can use a few of these as your password. It means you can get access to your document or anything by using any of your passwords. If you forgot the password??? What would happen???
If you can use this method I am suggesting, you will never get into trouble!!!!

Unfortunately this method is not available in the internet or any other software we find...
I hope programmers invent far better way than this......


The Storm created by Kurt Cobain is back....

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Poetry

unplugged my heart
it was so close to melt
i gathered all memories
besides the pain i got

for the bleeding heart i seek a pain killer
in my old stuff i find
torn paper of  romance
carried me to the memories
a few miles back
drowned in pain again and i tried walk away...
 drowned in the pain again i tried to walk away...

i gathered my memories besides
the pain!!!!!!
memories.... pain!!!!
walk away.... (just walk away)
sleeping under six foot insane!!!

Rock & Roll

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1109701557638&set=t.100000017736848&type=1
this is crazy????

Daron Malakian

Daron Malakian one of the world best guitar performers ever. He became popular with the band System Of a Down.

Rock Music

Guys come and join with me share your ideas about music with me. I got addicted to hard rock, system of a down. And I study about playing guitar,and this is a very funny subject...

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Friends come to our life. Some people stay forever, but some people leave us. We need to communicate each other. I think that way can keep lot of friends for a long time, not only for a snap shot...

Blogging

Guys come and join with me let's share our ideas in a very simple way....